Hi my name is Marlene. I'm eighteen. I write about how sad I am most. You might think I'm bipolar based on my post but I'm not(: But reality ,I'm not . I promise. Well, get to know more add me on facebook(:
It feels like you’re always to busy for me, I can’t stop thinking about that time you called me “Mille” for the SECOND time. It’s not the same anymore. It’s like you don’t love me like you use to . I don’t know why I feel like this……..
Yes, I’m insurer in relationships
Yes, I’m not the best girlfriend
Yes, I don’t want you to talk to your exs.
Yes, I get jealous easily
Yes, I get mad if you look at other girls
But that’s just how I am/:
We weren’t even off the phone for 15 minutes and you’re already on the phone with someone else -_____-
It’s just I’m tired of it all. I’m tired of crying over your ass. I’m tired of being your second choice. I’m tired of you not calling me before you call anyone else in the morning. I’m tired of feeling like you’re only with me just to be with someone. I’m tired of you talking to all you’re ex’s that are still in love with you. I’m tired of having second thoughts about you. I’m tired of you putting me on that straight to voice mail shit when I shouldn’t even be on it seriously, I’m you’re fucking girlfriend.Why did you change so much . I miss those cute little morning text messages explaining how much you love me and how I’m pretty and all this stuff.
I may regret it because I love you dearly , but I can’t take being with you anymore. If you love her then fuck stop talking to me because I can’t take you say oh baby i love you and all this shit when the fact is that you DON’T you can’t be in love with two people bro. Are you stupid </3
So I was think today after I was done with TAKS . And I thought I’m not going back to him. Because he never did anything for me I would always have to do stuff for him. Yeah, sure he did look after me and he was a good boyfriend but it’s annoying going back to the same person that lets you go so easily and KNOWS you’re going to go back to them.I don’t wanna be his second choice. And I don’t think we’d ever get along as long as Camille is in his life.
- Well be faithful
- Nothing to hide
- A real best friend
- Who I can still be friends with after we break up
- I’d feel sparks when we kiss
- I’d get to see him every weekend or every other weekend
- Respects me for me
- Don’t just want sex
- Laugh at my “cuteness”
- Tell me when I’m wrong an when he’s wrong
- Tell me if he cheated even if he’s scared to , he’d man up to it
- Won’t control who I can talk or not talk to
- Won’t talk to an ex that’s still in love with them
That’s not much to ask for is it /:
the passion YOU put me in<3
Talking to a person that’s still in love with me … Nope never will happen , I’ve been in the passion and it doesn’t really feel so good so why would I do that to some one who doesn’t deserve itt /:.
